slippin' away into ur love-`
sweet heart-`
I love u ((:
____ii hearrtx youx
Saturday, March 12, 2005
dunno... somehow i feel very fucked up still... anyone want drink tonight?.. i fuckin vex...i lost a few friends?... worth it??.. friends who always care.... friends who be there when u are down....... i admit... i nv cherish or treasure.. i felt i am a sucker.... haha.. now sis aso angry.. coz daddy n mummy take sweet time.. to go for the school speech.. see my sis throw temper.... she crys... 1st time in this yr see her cry... sigh.. cant do anythin... 2pm.. they are late for the parent session meeting... i dun think my sis lik being late lorh.. n.. becoz.. my daddy goin... she scare ltr daddy slp in the sppeech.. but somehow.. can see my daddy feel hurts.... dunno.. among me , my sis , my bro... my daddy love my sis the most.. haha... somehow... i feel lik jumpin off the building..... phone keep ringing.... dun hav the mood to pick up... wat am i........ dun feel lik bloggin much aso.. everythin seem lik a mist... blur out somehow.. staring blanking... why is always problems comin in and out... ltr still need to work... restless.. no energy... drain out... i feel lik stayin out late tonight.. haha. i wont hate.. i cant hate... i dun want to hate... coz i know it will happen one day.... just escaping for reality.. wont enterain calls.. sms me if important. workin six to close... - cutting my wrist once again- i feel lik crying... but why tears aint there.- feel lik seein u soon- private moments- feel drunk in the mind.. sober - my heart is for u
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:30 PM
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