Saturday, June 11, 2005
hais... both showin attitude?.. dunno..i feel very upset.. feel lik cryin.. hais..sittin outside my stairs smkin.. away... i did sense sth is wrong..when everythin go wrong.. my finger shiver...n u called... just dun know wad it is..i felt scare.. maybe becoz i so in luv with u..didnt really get tospent theday with u.. but u know tat i wanna be with u... sighs... it fated tat we sit in the same train... i really wanna run up to u n hug u.... sighs..yea...raachhh was there.. haha...jealous?.. wad to do... i really feel so... hais.... u really dunno how much u mean alot to me.. my heart ache now.. wonder u will read or nt..or maybe by the time u read......... coldness?... i really dunno... really feel lik hearin ur voice again... tears dripped again.. haha... dear i am sorri..it really true i gt sth on.. it really true.... hai.... i really gt my grandma birthday.. which fall every yr.. 19.. hais.. really.. hais..... i feel terribly down now.. it ok.. hais..i wontt type much ba.. i really feel lik huggin u right now... today i really badly wanna see u... if i dun want see u..i wouldnt find u in the train..u know... really.. i did wait for ur call...i nv do anything...waitin lo.... dear everytime i look anywhere.... all i think is u... u r always on my mind..... i dunno.. i feel a lil hurt... u sick takecare can... hais.. am it thinkintoo much... i nt contriding myself.. it becoz u are tired..i dun wanna tired u out... as for me.. i really didnt do anything.. but waitin for ur call.. my mood already down le..tat why i wanna go out smk.. i hear the voice of u... seem unhappy... or maybe anger.. or maybe i just think too much... i sorri......arghs.... i just love u... !...
bendan.. luv .. silly
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:42 AM
