Thursday, August 18, 2005
sighs ..
i know whatever i say aint any use.
i did change alot eversince i met u
when u are sick , i wish i will be there beside u to take care of you
when u are moody, i wish i will be the one to share it with u
or maybe we aint to be together?.. but so what. it doesnt matter to me
or maybe we dont even understand each other. but i dont mind. cause i willing to understand u
can u feel my heart breaking up. doubt so
can u feel that i love u
can u feel that i willing to do watever it take to meet ur expectation.
it my fault for not really get into ur expectation.
ya i did promise. i cant change over time..
but u are important in my life. without u. i really dunno what will happen to me.
dont u love me?
dont u want me?
suddenly i feel so lonely without u.
do u know that?.. doubt so. maybe u wont be even lookin here?
i really hope to be e one huggin u all night when u are cold. or was it we are livin in a world of our own. it not all the time i can be there for ui dont even mind spentin my time with uu always brighten up my days.this few days, i dont really have e intention to eat. i duno why i dont feel hungryskip many meals. everyday a meal. my slpping time aint regular.. sooner or later i need tochange back. i really still miss u.. do u?.. maybe not.. what i say.. i didnt fulfil. i sorry.. all that bloggin in tat person blog.. i sorry.. i was really piss of by that.. i did feel turn off.. but i try not to.. and i did.. cause i really cant bear to leave........ cause i maybe i love u way alot.. can u feel that??.. i a person who hardly show emotion.. seldom smile one..
love is all abt lovin e way of who they are...
true love is all abt e person who u miss n love n wanted to let e person be by ur side.
well.. after my sec sch days already affectted me alot in life. i didnt really hav any one to talk to.
eversince i become cold . i dunno where all my self went to. e result of "N" really give me a large blow.
noone understand.. i dun wish to say abt my exams stuff ba.. i always make ppl worried.. make ppl angry..
life isnt good as u think
tml oral.. i dunno if i shld go or nt.. i dun feel lik studyin o lvl.. 2:15 oral start. sucks.. i did feel stress.
exams exams.. really drive me to one side.. studies.. i dunno if i can cope. many stuff yet to be learn.
hope u are reading?..
listen to your heart.
celebrate the Summer,dive into the Sea,celebrate the feeling,you and me
l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:53 PM
